Yeah. So was I, for a long time. You use what you've got. The barge isn't just about being better. It's about getting better tools, too.

A lot of us didn't have any good choices, not really, not where we were. And some of our instincts, we learned because we were alone, and that's - it's not great, you know, but we adapted, we we're perfect but we were strong enough to keep going, and that matters. But now that we don't have to be alone, and we can unlearn some of those habits that don't work, and keep the ones that do.

It's messy and confusing and hard, but - it's good. It really is.