[It's hard to articulate why the barge is different - but there's a degree to which she doesn't try. He has a right to know exactly how damning the similarities can be.]

'This whole thing' was - a detour. Missing crewmate, and I was worried he'd gotten dragged back where he came from.

Seeing more - well. A few months prior, I spent three days living the life of someone I could have been. X5-159. It's not like a hallucination, or like the things they'd try to convince you of. It's not like anything, except being someone else, wholly and completely. And then you're you again, but you remember it. So I knew.

[What he was in for, if he was there.]

A lot of useful things.