I'm scared of what's going to happen. For him. Maybe for me. I could get demoted over this.
[Not suffering, not threats. But carrying them out? And she might. Half-wild though she was - she wasn't bluffing. Dean hits something bottomless and ruthless in her, the part of her that could ruin worlds without flinching. His world is already a ruin; maybe that's part of what calls.]
[Spam]
[She cracks, a little. Scott is - scott.]
I'm just really sad, Scott.
[Her voice lurches and quavers out of her.]
I'm scared of what's going to happen. For him. Maybe for me. I could get demoted over this.
[Not suffering, not threats. But carrying them out? And she might. Half-wild though she was - she wasn't bluffing. Dean hits something bottomless and ruthless in her, the part of her that could ruin worlds without flinching. His world is already a ruin; maybe that's part of what calls.]