I don't know. It's not hard for me, maybe because I never did anything before. I never trusted anyone enough to say anything, even if I liked them, or found the right time to say it.

So I don't have anything to compare to, waiting. It was hard not to kiss him, for a long time. But I'm kind of.

[She swallows, stares down fixedly at Johnny and pets him, doesn't look at Tiffany at all. This is hard for her to admit.]

I'm scared, too. Not of him. Just. It seems like so much.