fridgetothefire: (scarf)
Anya Lehnsherr | Earth 97400 ([personal profile] fridgetothefire) wrote2013-02-25 12:57 pm

005 ☣ Backdated to earlyish on the second day of the contagion plot

[Text, separately private to Batman, Lua, Wanda, and Pietro.]

I'm not sure what's happening, but not everyone is in their right mind. I'm okay, but I'm not going meet with anyone in person until this is over.

[Because you might not still be the people she knows.]

Please stay safe.

*

[Private text to Lua, later on the third day. She leaves the comm in her room immediately after sending it, so there are no replies.]

Lua,

Checking in, even if it's not quite what you'd like to hear. I've been infected. I've seen first hand what this disease can to do people. I'm going to die sooner or later, and I'd honestly prefer sooner, before the agonizing degradation of my mind to my own worst fears and aggressions. I've been observing my progression carefully, and not only am I quite miserable, the temptation to slip next door and hurt Erik is alluring, insistent, and growing. I know I am capable of it, but we've made our peace, more or less, and I would rather not be the one to break it.

Considering all of this, I am going to kill myself as neatly and painlessly as possible. Please do not take this as a sign of despair, or any reflection on you. I have simply determined that cutting my losses and accepting a single death toll is the best option for me at this time. Please do not try to find me or stop me; I would hate it if you got hurt because of me. Stay inside and stay safe. I would prefer not to be revived until this plague is no longer a concern.

Gratefully yours,
Anya L.

Post a comment in response:

This account has disabled anonymous posting.
If you don't have an account you can create one now.
No Subject Icon Selected
More info about formatting