Entry tags:
- a mobius soul only has one side,
- all of her colors are true,
- anya lenhsherr shining angel,
- ask and ye shall receive,
- be dazzled,
- come at her,
- high on truth,
- not sorry,
- real magic can never be made with,
- someone else's liver,
- sorta sorry,
- tactically sound decisions,
- truth is a weapon,
- weird barge nostalgia,
- work in progress
043 ☣ to live and die before a mirror
[She's smiling with all her teeth, effusive, almost glowing.]
This was my second flood, when I first came aboard. Christmas cheer, and then truth. It ripped me apart. I told people who would become very dear friends that I wanted to see them and everyone like them wiped out. I told people about all my shames and fears and weaknesses. I told myself - because I knew, deep down - that my rationalizations were worthless, that I'd done unbearable things.
And then I had to bear it.
I'll always love this flood, for forcing me to face myself. For those of you who don't know me well: I'm Anya Lehnsherr. I murdered my father and I'm not sorry. I tortured my sister and I am sorry. I love more of the people who have hurt me than I probably should, and I love this place even though it's terrible.
I let Arthas make me into a vicious undead thing full of corrosive power a few months ago, and it wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. It got me graduated, actually.
I've been here for sixteen months now, and I've seen and done and survived more than I ever could have imagined. I used to keep secrets like breathing, and I'm learning to let almost all of them go. So I only have one question.
What do you want to know?
[Private to Sylvanas, the third day]
I forgave you a long time ago. I thought you should know that.
This was my second flood, when I first came aboard. Christmas cheer, and then truth. It ripped me apart. I told people who would become very dear friends that I wanted to see them and everyone like them wiped out. I told people about all my shames and fears and weaknesses. I told myself - because I knew, deep down - that my rationalizations were worthless, that I'd done unbearable things.
And then I had to bear it.
I'll always love this flood, for forcing me to face myself. For those of you who don't know me well: I'm Anya Lehnsherr. I murdered my father and I'm not sorry. I tortured my sister and I am sorry. I love more of the people who have hurt me than I probably should, and I love this place even though it's terrible.
I let Arthas make me into a vicious undead thing full of corrosive power a few months ago, and it wasn't nearly as bad as I expected. It got me graduated, actually.
I've been here for sixteen months now, and I've seen and done and survived more than I ever could have imagined. I used to keep secrets like breathing, and I'm learning to let almost all of them go. So I only have one question.
What do you want to know?
[Private to Sylvanas, the third day]
I forgave you a long time ago. I thought you should know that.