[She knows it's selfish to feel this way. Dean was...is important to a lot of people, not just to her. And ultimately, the person this impacts the most is Dean. She shouldn't mope about it. But the sting of his rejection of her is fresh and really hard to ignore. She should be handling it better, but she's not.]
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[She sighs, a little disheartened.]
[She knows it's selfish to feel this way. Dean was...is important to a lot of people, not just to her. And ultimately, the person this impacts the most is Dean. She shouldn't mope about it. But the sting of his rejection of her is fresh and really hard to ignore. She should be handling it better, but she's not.]
[Thus begineth the cycle once more.]
How long has he been here? Like this, I mean.