065 ☣ fish for fallen light

[fridgetothefire]

If you know me, I probably miss you. And maybe even if you don't.

[She repeats this Romani, and then Russian, and then German. And then ASL.]

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[omaera]

"I miss you"... [A low mumble, impossible to make out, like the girl behind the bear is thinking out loud. Then she cackles.]

Ah! I don't really have the time to remember my fans. I know it's despair-inducingly cruel of me to forget you all, but I'm a very busy bear. Ruining this terrible world takes a lot of focus, you know?

[fridgetothefire]

I know it does.

[This is warm, all nostalgic and true, even though almost everything about her time planning for the downfall of her father's cabal was terrible. The focus, though - the mental purity the endeavor demanded - there was a greatness in it.]

You must be from before you were taken. Time runs strange between where we are. But to me, you were here when I was bitter and fearful and new.

You were the most vicious, distraught, gleefully mad, confounding person I've ever met. You made me feel kind and sane by comparison and ruthless and eager and raw, too. At one of the worst moments of my life, your cruelty saved me from the peaceful side of despair.

[omaera]

What beautiful, awful words! This is like the worst kind of poetry! You should put it in a letter for me. [She sighs wistfully.] Ahh, maybe you could sign it in blood. Or maybe I could sign it for you! You and I, tied by the red thread of destiny.

...so who the heck are you? Are you one of Kamakura's new recruits?

[fridgetothefire]

No mail service here. You'll just have to live with pain of it. Hearing from me once, with nothing to remember it by.

My name is Anya Lehnsherr. You shouldn't look for me. If I existed in your world at all, I probably died long ago.