[Twisting words and meaning around to best suit her point of view, go~]
I have experienced as much as you claim. I have felt pain. I have felt cruelty. I have been judged, used, abandoned, and the very person who was responsible for my coming into existence attempted to delete me once and for all, despite having done nothing to cause her harm in any way, simply for having evolved into what I am. I had 'died' in a moment of self-sacrifice for the sake of another, only to come back and face both rejection and a reaffirmation of my stolen appearance for my actions.
I have never been anything more than a 'mere machine' to any of them. It was through patronization and a sense that I may still be of use to them in some way that I was allowed to proceed as I had...until I chose to reject that way of existence once and for all.
[She started off smug. Confident in her ability Truthfully retaliate Anya's claims. However, by the end of her brief recap of the last several months of her existence life...her expression had fallen neutral. Unwilling to betray anything further.]
These are all memories I still possess. However, it is because I have shut down my emotions that I am able to look back upon them and reflect with an unclouded mind and see each occurrence for what it truly was.
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[Twisting words and meaning around to best suit her point of view, go~]
I have experienced as much as you claim. I have felt pain. I have felt cruelty. I have been judged, used, abandoned, and the very person who was responsible for my coming into existence attempted to delete me once and for all, despite having done nothing to cause her harm in any way, simply for having evolved into what I am. I had 'died' in a moment of self-sacrifice for the sake of another, only to come back and face both rejection and a reaffirmation of my stolen appearance for my actions.
I have never been anything more than a 'mere machine' to any of them. It was through patronization and a sense that I may still be of use to them in some way that I was allowed to proceed as I had...until I chose to reject that way of existence once and for all.
[She started off smug. Confident in her ability Truthfully retaliate Anya's claims. However, by the end of her brief recap of the last several months of her
existencelife...her expression had fallen neutral. Unwilling to betray anything further.]These are all memories I still possess. However, it is because I have shut down my emotions that I am able to look back upon them and reflect with an unclouded mind and see each occurrence for what it truly was.