Several. I have killed because I was ordered to do so, in order to survive, or because I believed it was required of me; I killed because I wanted to in the full belief that it would make someone else happy. I have killed because I became confused, because I could not stop myself and nor could anyone else and it was what I was taught. Because I did not know better and because I did not care to know better. Because I was angry, and hurt, and in pain.

[He's not proud of this list, but it doesn't matter; all of it happened and he lists them off calmly, watching her for the cue. He will speak of any of them, and he once tried to warn her that he is not a safe individual. She had purported not to care, then. He wonders idly if it will continue to be true, though his expression betrays nothing of this idle, intent curiosity.]