Anya Lehnsherr | Earth 97400 (
fridgetothefire) wrote2013-09-28 08:13 pm
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[When the view clicks on, Anya is obviously changed. She has the glowing blue eyes, and her skin looks almost grey. She isn't quite light-skinned enough for classic pallor, but the color is leached from her face. She sits still and straight, with a degree of composure that is, in fact, precisely normal for her. She missed breakfast today, and now it's quite clear why.]
I've allowed Arthas to make me into a zombie for a few days. It is entirely temporary, and I am in control of myself and my faculties. There is no need for anyone to be alarmed.
I've allowed Arthas to make me into a zombie for a few days. It is entirely temporary, and I am in control of myself and my faculties. There is no need for anyone to be alarmed.
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But I wouldn't have changed my mind. Fait accompli seemed easier on everyone.
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Once I decided I had to do it, I didn't want to take the chance of anyone trying to stop me. And I didn't want to make you keep secrets for me, or put you on the spot to put me down if anything went wrong.
I do trust you. It was just complicated.
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Jean asked.
For a long moment, he looks away, staring off into some empty middle distance.]
Who did you ask?
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She's strong, trustworthy, pragmatic, and she doesn't love me.
Don't give her any trouble about it, okay? She - made things easier for me and she didn't have to.
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Easier how?
[It's because he cares that he needs the details.]
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She made sure I was okay and then she didn't make a fuss.
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And that's who you wanted with you.
[Feelings. Not logical ones.]
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And, at the same time...
He turns back to her, nods curtly. He understands. Still hates it, but - he understands.]
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Worse case scenario only.
I'm glad it didn't come to that.
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